ok...
2009...pfft!..seriously..big deal..another year come and go...
only thing i like about new year is that you remember all the laughter...
especially when u have friends like jane and leila...
senseless talks with jane with leila's crazy yet fun attitude..

well...2009 still feels the same...
although i just have to laugh at the pri and sec sch kids...hahahaha...
evrything is the same...
same old classmates..
same old rivalry..
same old stress..
same old campus..
same old best friends...oops..but no one can replace these 2..
same old life...
still..life has to go on...

all the tests and ica's are gone and done with...
only thing left is attachment..
and i gt to say 'wow' to the attachment scheduele..
hectic..haizz..but i bet it'll be fun...
here goes..starting from next week onwards
2 weeks KK Women and Children's Hospital ward 55...
2 weeks cgh ward 47..
2 weeks exam period...chiong studies!!!
1 more week at cgh ward 47..
2 weeks at IMH ward 33B...
1 month holiday!!!...
hoping no one will disturb me during my 1 month hibernaion period...zzzzzzzzzzzzz
but i doubt so...shs club is a pain in the ass...
this is what happens when u are committed to the club..heh
cant wait for commisioning...hruuu...

starting tmr..most of the polys are having their open house..
as usual..nyp will be sucky by the looks of the decorations...same old decorations/concept..
bts boys having a 'picnic' this sun at sentosa...
feeling very tired..especially when the next day is ur attachment..
should i or should i not come?...(?_?)
i suppose it would be a lot of fun..but..heh..i'll make my decision on the day itself..rightttt....
surprisingly...i feel at a loss writing this post...
like no sense of direction...loss in thought...but im not thinking about anything..

(talks to self)
i wonder why i always look at her...
mayb its the curly hair..nahhh...
mayb its the big eyes?...nope..
when i see you..u always look back in a way..
pfft!..shit!..im really into this pessimist thingy...
dangs...sadist for no reason..
what am i talking abt!!!..pfft..
CHANGE!...YES I CAN!!!...CHIONG AH!!!...

ok..it felt odd when tagged at my neice's blog just now..
she blogged abt her feelings n watever stuff..
since im a nurse..i was concerned..so i tagged her blog..
but after tagging..i wondered into space..
with this qn in my head..
"how can i (nurse), with the knowledge that i gained, to help my significant others (frens and fam) and yet not using it to help them..."
seriously i felt at a loss..thinking that i cannot find a solution to help them in any way..
i feel that it is my responsibility as a nurse and as a fam member to help them..but i cant..i do not know why and how...

right now..the mosquitos in my room are planning their next attack on me...
killed some a few days back...they want revenge..
*whack*..*sprays*...whatever...

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